Dear Goddess,

when is the time for my head, heart and desire to be aligned??? in my mind I rewind the times spent...recalculate my intent and proceed again....slowly, patiently and with mindfulness of what I am to manifest...in your presence I feel blessed to be learning, loving and growing...but sometimes I feel blocked, congested and confused...heart bruised, mind restless, and the body aching for the touch...of real affection...not just lust but the trust that love can be true, supportive, and expansive not constricting or inflicting pain...so I restrain my passion to love unconditionally...no forcing because I desire the gentle glide of a juicy entry into love...sharing dreams wrapped in the warmth of your arms...death can come to me and I am reborn yet again..shedding skins...your gentle child, humble servant and loyal friend
Buffy
mother of a brown dog and lover of the frisco fog

southern fried

and covered in gravy...that was how my week went...North Carolina is pretty much still the same...slow and smothered in cholesterol...visits with my relatives,buffets and checking out my dad's new house...his place is in Spindale which is a quiet lil town and hour from both Asheville and Charlotte...there are plenty of inexpensive houses for sale and tons of space for gardening...a regular ol retirement village...or a place to raise your yunguns'...a great lil town to start a business...an organic coffee shop bakery cafe with a lil import-art-crafts store...thoughts on the horizon...bi-coastal stew brewing
I made it up to Asheville and ran into my dear friend Sara Legatski...she still looks the same ..actually more beautiful when she proclaimed to me "I have a two year old!"...of course that was followed by a "come on join the club"...and out of no where I bent over and looked at my pussy and exclaimed "nope she's not ready for sprouting just yet.."....seriously not sure where that came from but I think I got my point across...and yes I only drank bottled water while I was there kept my pants on...I know the rules
the ride back from NC to Cali was great the first day and a half when we were zipping thru 7 states in one day but after Kansas the driving and the energy went haywire...my dad drives to fast for me causing me to clench my body waiting for a accident...which almost three (including almost hitting two deer) in an hour and being stopped by a highway patrol led me to driving a 10 hour stretch on my own...my body was aching by the time I returned to sf and my bio clock confused from asia to west coast to east coast then back to west coast...so here I am home sweet home...glad to be back but still restless and going thru many changes